2004-09-01 - 11:32 a.m.
it's been hard lately,
the painting i mean. well just about every other littlw thing in my life except rachel.
we had this house warming party, about a week or so ago, and invited 30 some odd people not including our nieghbors and about seven people showed up. two of which were our new neighbors. i need friends. i miss my friends in san diego and else were.
i have been struggling with balancing painting and all of the endless amounts of this or that and work that needs to get done on a daily basis. it'sreall wearing me out to be working so much. i ask to be brought down to 32 hour a week, but nothing has happen yet. that was 2 months ago.
i don't know if i'll met my deadlines or even if i'll have all the required items together.
i dunno. i'm worried. maybe needlessly, but i am still worried.
